Sorry for not updating

So, I know that I haven't been very good about doing this, so today I am going to update everything that I can.

2 days ago Hunter had an outpatient surgery to dialate his rectum. When I took him to Cincy for this June surgery, Dr. Levitt was working on his rectum and made it too small, so we had been trying to reopen in, but it wasn't working like it should have, so Dr. Smith did it under anesthesia. We will have to do it for about 2 weeks and then hopefully never again. He is doing very well with it though. He obviously hates the actual dialation, but his enema went awesome last night.

I am having a pretty rough day. I am miss grandpa Hose pretty badly today. I really don't know why, but I am. Mom and I helped grandma pack the upstairs yesterday and I saw stuff that was his and a couple of things that reminded me of him and I didn't think that it would affect me the way that it has. It will be 3 years this October 15th. I always thought that he would be at my wedding and he won't be, Hunter and the girls will never know him, just a lot of emotions right now and I don't know why. Maybe it is time for mother nature to come visit, but I am very emotional today.

We only have 29 days left before the wedding and am starting to feel overwhelmed already. Did a count yesterday and we have 140 people coming. I was only expecting 130, so 10-20 more people is a little crazy for me.


Just please pray. This is a huge transition for myself and my family.